I am untethered, unhinged, unemployed. I have lost my place. The place I have always (for 15+ yrs) belonged. It was always more to me than a job, we were a family, there were only about 15 of us. I loved what I did and where I did it and I was (am) good at it. I have been cast adrift, pushed out to sea. I am more than heartbroken. I have been betrayed by people that I trusted, that I loved. I am hurt, confused, shocked. I am angry that it hurts so much. I am angry that I can't stop crying. I wish I could detach more but I can't. I am all raw nerve endings and open wounds.
I'm leaving now, don't know when I'll be back again, oh babe I hate to go........................................
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"There-there, Jojo, there-there." Hugs and pats. "It will be alright." Those are my utimate comfort words learned from my mother. "Who do you want me to have killed?" Those are mine.
Thanks Munkay, I'll make a list.
It is so trite to say that all of the emotions you are going through, anger, frustration, tears, are part of the normal process...so I won't say those things...but hugs are sent your way, and as Lab Monkey said, let me know who to go after. Please come back soon.
Yeah it feels shitty.
welcome to my world.
What goes around comes around.
Matter of fact I have a special. Two for one, three if they are small.
{{{Hugs}}} for you, and a swift kick in the butt for whoever did this to you. I won't say I know how you feel, but I will tell you I'm sorry.
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